I lost september without fap AGAIN

On the 5th I lost September without fap, I masturbated, but I didn't use my hands, I used the same ones, I put my dick in my crotch and raised and lowered my hips, it took about 7 minutes, but I ejaculated, and they weren't drops as it comes out with my hand, but it was a white jet like the first time I masturbated, it was the best orgasm I've had in literally years,